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[Dec. 21st, 2009|11:02 pm] |
...But I want to do something with all of this freedom. It's nice to take a few hours every morning to sleep in, and a few minutes to just sit and relax. Only, sitting here, on winter break, all I want to do is get up and do something. I'm tired of being tired, and the reason for that is sitting around and doing nothing. Seriously, for about a week last summer I had leg pains for not using them enough. I don't want that to happen again (for one, because it's painful) and for two, because I hate living with the feeling that I'm wasting my life.
I can only be a teenager for so long. Part of me can't wait to graduate and move out, but I know after that, I won't ever be able to live like this again. I HAVE freedom right now; much more than I realized, and I want to use it. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2009|11:35 pm] |
i don't have much to say.
there's been everything on my mind lately,
but it's just not entry-worthy.
(hence, the surveys. they're writer's block.)
life is monotonous, but still exciting.
getting increasing comments about how strange of an individual i am.
it makes life more fun.
yet at the same time i've been so closed off lately. because i feel.... like.. how could anyone like me, and therefore, nobody does.
im a terrible person you guys. i don't even know why you guys are reading this.
and that's really all i have to say about that.
some people are addicted to food, some are addicted to cutting themselves or to drugs or to whatever.
i'm addicted to beating myself up and wallowing in self pity.
buti'mlearninghowtohideitsowell.
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and you.
a WEEK where all i can do is text you?
at least there's that much though.
i miss you sooo much and it's only the first day.
GAH.
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so guys, i made my decision.
I'm UGA bound, next fall.
(=
and yay, i get a car out of it!
and now my problem is that i can't decide what to get.
any suggestions? |
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| GUESS WHAT IM AVOIDING |
[Dec. 15th, 2009|04:52 pm] |
STUDYING FOR GOVERNMENT
im not even going to study for ap calculus. i remember most of it anyway, and i cant find half my notes. yaay.
Your ex is walking next to you, what do you do?
depends which
one of them? i'd run awayyyyyy
the other? we'd be chill and have a lovely conversation.
Congratulations! You just had a daughter! Her name is....
good question
Have you ever blocked someone on MySpace before?
yes.
Are you happy?
learning this.
What was the last movie you watched at home?
i don't even know
Do you like the color green?
shades of it.
Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
mhm
Do you like the color gray?
one of my favorites.
Look outside, how's the weather?
i like it.
Do you wear glasses?
sometimes.
Do you know anyone who doesn't smoke pot?
haha yeah xD
Do you like flowers?
<333
Do you hate when people put "I love you" on their profiles?
no. its adorable as hell.
What do you think about boyfriends going to hang out with other girls?
im a jealous one, you'll find that out if you don't already know. -_-
Did you wake up before 8 am this morning?
ashdg yeah.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
no
Are you a patient person?
haha nooo
When was the last time you got a hair cut?
i don't remember.
Is your room clean?
not at all
Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
gross!
Do you love anybody?
yes. =)
What color are your eyes?
brown. color of POOP
What were you doing at 12 o'clock last night?
trying to get to sleep =/
Expecting something to change in the next month?
hoping.
Excited for anything?
homecoming.
Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
every so often i get curious, but i really don't care at all. -.-
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you hugged?
probably wes
Do you want to see somebody right now?
YES YEYYESYSEYSYES
You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
=)
but noooo i dont get to see them til like thursday ajgcxla
Have you held hands with anyone in the past twenty four hours?
nah.
Your cellphone background is..
pretty
Listening to?
nothing
What are you doing Friday?
party! DOWNTOWN DOWNTOWN ICE SKATING ICE SKATING
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i can be happy either way.
What movie could you watch 20 times and not get sick of?
nothing. i hate movies haha
Is more expensive makeup really worth it?
..makeup isn't really worth it haha
Where would i have found you at 10pm yesterday?
on the phone with wespenguin
Who is the last contact in your phone?
yige
Have you ever been hit on through a text message?
yeah xD
Last December were you in a relationship?
complicated.
ew.
Hows your heart lately?
confused as fuck
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nah.
Did you sleep well last night?
nah.
Do you plan on moving within the next 2 years?
ugaaaaa
or scad
When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
last night? i mean it wasn't really late
Do you trust all of your friends?
no.
Are you a forgiving person?
yeah.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
1.
When will your next kiss be?
dunno. thursday?
What does your hair look like right now?
half straight haha
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
nope
Ever been caught skipping class?
haha, yeah. kind of.
How often do you listen to music?
not enough...
Let's test your memory, what color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
black :3
How many people do you know that are pregnant?
idk
Do you think you'll have the same best friend you have now, a year from now?
yeah.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
the left haha weird question
If the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say?
aaaw.
Who was the last person you talked to before bed last night?
wes
Whats currently bothering you right now?
studying
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
sleeeeeeep
Are you afraid of the dark?
YEAH i can be.
Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
maybe, but i mean, it's not gonna happen.
Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
nah
Do you toss & turn for hours at night or fall right to sleep?
toss and turn
Do you have unlimited texting?
yeah =D
Did you speak to your father today?
yeah
How did you wake up this morning?
phone.
What were you doing at 7am?
shower.
How have you felt today?
TIRED
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
go away.
Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
:3
<3
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
in the middle. |
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| when I have writer's block |
[Dec. 12th, 2009|08:35 pm] |
Don't tell me lies, so where's your crush?
meh.
Ever feel like you're not good enough?
YES.
i have to remind myself i didn't work hard for nothing
but its hard sometimes.
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
fuzzy socks my feet are penguincold
To whom did you last give the finger to?
haha i've only given it once in my life and it was to wes as a joke.. i didn't have glasses on or something, and he kept doing "how many fingers am i holding up" and he hid one of them so when he showed me i gave him the finger and said how many fingers am i holding up, lol.
Who did you last say you missed?
weeeess
What does your most recent text message say?
i dono.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
eh, no.
The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
yes.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
mom.
How many letters in your middle name?
3
Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
lol, yeah.
Who all called you today?
mom... i think thats it
Have you ever been called heartless?
no.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yeah.
after a certain ex of mine...
no more.
What hurts?
head.
Is there someone you will never forget?
yeesssss.
Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a K?
nah.
Do you want someone back in your life?
they're in it. =)
Who are all the texts from in your inbox from?
like nobody, i deleted most of them today
What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
we're chill.
What are you planning on doing after this?
eating and finding socks
Do you always answer your phone?
yeah. always.
Someone calls you at 3:00 am; who do you expect it to be?
dang, i don't know.
Does anyone hate you?
who knows
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
sdjhkgdf
Did someone screw you over lately?
just stupid atlanta drivers haha
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yeah. (=
Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
no =(
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
i do
Do you have an older brother?
younger
Do you look older than you are?
apparently i look like i'm in college
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
not really.
i have all the people in my life that i need. (=
What was the last thing you did before bed last night?
computer. phone.
Girls are bitches, am i right?
not all. i am though, i'm not even going to lie, but it's not hard to stay on my good side.. just dont be full of yourself or think your'e above me.
WHICH IS JUST GREAT because i do that to everyone, you know?
i love the hypocrisy here
Do people ever call you?
haha
yeah.
Think back to this time last year, were you happy?
i was trying to convince myself that i was -.-
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
full is 9.
i got 8.
it wasn't full.
Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
no
Whose house were you last at?
uh uh uh
wes.
Have you ever been arrested?
no
Do you want someone you can't have?
no.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
not regularly
What do you currently hear right now?
NOTHING
except ventrilo
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
axis shirt.
When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
i dun remember.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C?
no
How long does it take you to shower?
5 minutes xD
got easier once i quit using conditioner
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
nope.
22 days younger =)
What was last thing you drank?
wata
Does anyone love you?
mhm
Do you curse in front of your parents?
noooooooo
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
it's a cycle
...it's a circle, a mean cycle
(i can't excite you anymore.)
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
sometimes i let them go
sometimes i chase like crazy
it depends where i am personally, sometimes i just don't care and know there's a greater purpose going on.
Has someone chewed your gum after you've had it?
gross.
Have you ever watched a movie with the last person you kissed?
yeah!
What's really pissing you off?
people.
Do you ever wish you and your ex were still together?
one of them yes.
i wish things would be perfect again.
Whos the last person you kissed on the cheek?
wesbug
Whats the last thing you lied to your mother about?
i don't know
Are you gonna have a baby before the time your 18?
no.
Who has the same birthday as you?
jamie lynn spears..
Would you rather be kissed on the cheek or forehead?
doesn't matter?
Are you wearing sweatpants?
YES I LOVE THEM
Don't you hate when people don't text back?
YES |
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| 15 facts and then some |
[Dec. 10th, 2009|07:50 pm] |
1) I'm putting off studying by doing this.
.7) I'm WEIRD caffeinated, and non caffeinated
19) yes.
23095) I like penguins
$25) I miss lu very much.
8) I'm really sad that I'm losing my math side of my brain and becoming completely the artsy side.
23) speaking of art, someone please tell me how to come up with $25,000 in 7 months.
06) I am really enjoying making these beanies even though they're quite time consuming.
0.07) i am apparently in love with veggie lasagna but now my mouth tastes like eggs.
@!) I dislike cold feet because they make me cold.
72) my room currently has a plastic cubicle taking up about a fourth of it. its door is a zipper.
40369) I guess mildew is a bigger problem than I would make it out to be.
2,352,604,206) I really want to go to bed early but I know I won't be able to sleep.
1,234,567.89) I know I'm gonna get to first period and fail even though I've really reviewed for this test.
987,654,321) IM DONE
Have you ever had a sleep over with the last person you kissed?
i wish, i wish, i wish.
How was your day?
pretty gooood. i laughed a lot.
Will this weekend be a good one?
it's going to be full of studying.
and not swimming ='(
Are you stressed out? If so, why?
ap calculus. if it weren't for that, I'd be fine.
Are you excited about anything?
ice skating.
Do you trust easily?
yeah, actually. depends on with what, I'm not stupid, but I know when I can trust.
Think of the first person you kissed in 2009, do you hate them now?
i don't hate him but
i never want to talk to him again.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
mom
Do you usually apologize first?
sometimes.
What are you doing tomorrow?
work. knitting. failing tests, but not really, I won't fail.
Would you like to get anything off your chest?
PEOPLE ARE STUPID
Are you alone right now?
in my room yeees
Has anything happened today that you wish hadn't?
would be dumb to say yes
Do you have any gray hair?
HAHAHAH no!!!
The last time you were in a car, where were you going other than home?
chick fil a
The last time you cried, what was the reason?
I dun wanna talk about it.
Do you over think situations?
hahahahaha have you met me
Who recently disappointed you?
=(
What are you drinking?
nothing now. was soy milk. :3
Your middle name?
ann.
Have you given up on anything lately?
eh, kind of yeah.
The last time you yelled, why were you yelling?
i like yelling.
What was the last song you heard?
i don't even know. its been forever since i listened to music.
Any bad habits you NEED to quit?
facebook xD
What mood did you wake up in this morning?
happy! because mom let me sleep in!
What are you going to do after this?
study for government. i think im down with calculus.
Are you sitting, lying down, or standing?
laying down. nom
Can falling in love change a person?
mhmm
Are you more laid back or loud and spontaneous?
well when i'm not being spontaneous i'm not laid back, im really rigid and uptight
but when i've slept you cannot shut me up.
Do you have a dog?
nah.
Will you regret your next kiss?
course not.
Has anyone ever taken you for granted?.
yes.
Whats your last text say?
hell if i know.
Have you ever run over an animal?
no.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
mhmm
Been called babe today?
nah
Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
yes.
Ever kissed someone named Anthony?
no
What's your favorite song?
i have nooo idea.
Are you single?
eh. yeah
Anything surprising happen lately?
yeah.
i got up on my own two feet.
imagine that, kids!
Who have you been spending most of your time with?
wes.
well this week? my physics book -.-
Last person to sleep over your house?
i don't even know.
Are you on the computer a lot?
the correct question is am i ever not on it
Whens the last time you fell asleep on the couch?
months ago.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
no. didn't get to sleep til the middle of th enight.
What song are you currently listening to?
nothing =((
Are you afraid of falling in love?
i'm not scared of falling in love. i'm scared of falling in love then losing them and finding someone else. how do you ever truly move on from someone?
Have you ever felt replaced?
hell yeah
Everyone deserves a second chance, right?
if they're legit.
Are you texting anyone right now?
nope
Waiting for anything?
yes.
Who would you do anything for?
best friends. anyone really.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
probably.
Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
texted
Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
male. (=
Do you have nice eyes?
some people say so.
Could you go the rest of your life without cursing?
hell no.
If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
run away run away
If someone told you they're interested in you right now, what would you say?
don't be. im messed up.
What was the last thing you ate?
garden lasagna or something.
What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
complicatedness, sort of
Who was the first person you saw this morning?
mom
Does anyone have feelings for you?
mhm. he's cool!
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
school.
Is there a guy that knows everything about you?
conner knows me better than i know me
Do you like your hair?
i don't like my bangs, they try to curl
but other than that, mhm
Would you rather watch football or baseball?
baseball if i had to pick
Are you ever mean to people?
never to their face. i get angry with people secretly but i can't show it... i'd feel awful. but it goes away pretty fast. |
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| Best Story Ever |
[Dec. 10th, 2009|01:04 am] |
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Four years ago, when i was 18, i noticed that at night my front window is very reflective so i was pretending to dive in slow motion and shoot, dual pistol style. Suddenly a really hot girl walked past and i was startled and fell over. Embarrassed i waited for a bit and then stood up. As i stoop up i saw her slowly shooting an imaginary rifle from behind a car. We then proceeded to do this for 10 minutes until she did an extremely dramatic death. She wasn't getting up so i went outside to meet her. Once i got to where she was, there was nothing but a piece of paper with a mobile number on it. Today, we are getting married. MLIA |
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